Names of God: Eschatos Adam

 

 

The name of God the Son that we looked at our first day in co-op chapel was Huios. We saw how Jesus was the Son, not because He was formed in Mary’s womb, but because He always was the Son. He was the Son of God who was sent to earth by the Father.

The next name we looked at next was Eschatos Adam. 

We find this name of Jesus in 1 Corinthians 15…

So also it is written, “The first man, Adam, became a living soul.”

The last Adam became a life-giving spirit. 

However, the spiritual is not first, but the natural;

then the spiritual. 

The first man is from the earth, earthy;

the second man is from heaven.

1 Corinthians 15:45-47

Jesus is the Last Adam.

The word last in this verse is Eschatos and it means extreme last, last in time or in place, last in a series of places, last in temporal succession, last referring to time, of space, the uttermost part, the end, the end of the earth, of rank, of worth,… the extreme last   

In other words Jesus is IT.

I am going to pull from a study I wrote titled “Between the Trees”  to help illustrate…

Now we are all, every one of us on this earth, born in the family tree of the first Adam. This family tree is dysfunctional to say the least. This family tree is full of adulterers, liars, murderers, fornicators, hypocrites, idolaters, pagans, homosexuals, prostitutes, thieves, rebels without causes of any worth. This family tree is infected with a deep rooted sin disease that manifests itself in horrible ways with grave consequences and this tree is dead and is dying and eventually will be completely destroyed…

Now there is another tree… God’s family tree. The only way to have access to this family tree is through holiness, righteousness, justice, love, and obedience.

God offered those in the family tree of the first Adam a way to get to His tree. He laid down stepping stones. He laid down The Law. Walking in the Law leads us to the tree… but there’s a catch… if we ever miss a stone or break a stone… we plummet to our death… because there is a huge chasm between the trees.

You see no one in the family tree of the first Adam could ever make it all the across the chasm… eventually they would miss a stone and missing one stone is as bad as missing all the stones, because just one leads to our death. So those in this family tree of the first Adam called out on the name of the Lord… and the Lord heard their cry.

God took His own Huios from His family tree and sent Him to the family tree of the first Adam… and He became the Eschatos Adam.

For the first time in history someone in the tree of the first Adam could make it across the chasm… He could walk every stone and He laid the bridge, He made the way for all who follow His path, to the Father’s family tree. He alone can give us the right to this family tree… He is the One who set up the adoption agency and paid all the fees to give us the right to become children of God.

He is the Eschatos, the last, there is no other Adam to come, and no other from the first Adam’s family tree who can deliver us. He is IT.

Therefore, just as through one man sin entered into the world, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men, because all sinned— for until the Law sin was in the world, but sin is not imputed when there is no law. Nevertheless death reigned from Adam until Moses, even over those who had not sinned in the likeness of the offense of Adam, who is a type of Him who was to come.

But the free gift is not like the transgression. For if by the transgression of the one the many died, much more did the grace of God and the gift by the grace of the one Man, Jesus Christ, abound to the many. The gift is not like that which came through the one who sinned; for on the one hand the judgment arose from one transgression resulting in condemnation, but on the other hand the free gift arose from many transgressions resulting in justification. For if by the transgression of the one, death reigned through the one, much more those who receive the abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ.

So then as through one transgression there resulted condemnation to all men, even so through one act of righteousness there resulted justification of life to all men. For as through the one man’s disobedience the many were made sinners, even so through the obedience of the One the many will be made righteous. The Law came in so that the transgression would increase; but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, so that, as sin reigned in death, even so grace would reign through righteousness to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Romans 5:12-21

Never Gonna Happen

 

I received this Eternal Encouragement product with rolling eyes as I read the title of the product I was to review. I really had no desire to read the piece. The topic of this months review is also the topic of one of my and my husband’s most repeated place of conflict. We have two big topics of conflict that all of our disagreements seem to center around… communication skills and today’s review topic… time management.

 

I so look forward to eternity because time will no longer be an issue. I mean really, 24 hours in one day just is not a lot of time… especially when this body of mine thinks it has to sleep… I liked it much better when I was younger and could function magnificently on just a couple of hours of sleep… now for some reason both my mind and body rebel against me if I ever get under 5 hours.

So reluctantly I opened the file and began to read… with all my excuses and reasons for knowing that whatever Lorrie had to share would be completely irrelevant to our family and especially to me… because she has no clue what our life is like. A schedule, a routine, well it’s never gonna happen in this house.

Ah yes, my rebellious spirit at work!

So I began to read (while in the midst of my latest marital disagreement on time and my husband’s concern of my mismanagement and over-commitments) and… well… ugh.

Would you believe that Lorrie had the audacity to address every single excuse I had… I mean really, the nerve of the woman!

So attention moms this is probably well worth the read… It was for me.

I am well aware that each day the Lord gives me is a gift and it is meant to be lived purposefully and for His glory. These hours are His… I am simply a steward of them. I must come each day before Him and sit at His feet to see what He would have me do with each day… but I also should come and sit at His feet and ask Him to help me to direct each week, each month, each year…

  The mind of man plans his way,
But the Lord directs his steps.

Proverbs 16:9

Did you know that the word “time” is used at least 726 times in the Word of God? At least 726 Scriptures refer to time… that’s crazy… crazy and I am guessing that makes it important as well. So my first time management mission will be to manage the time to put together a time management schedule under the advice that Lorrie shares…  and well we will see. I know that I am tired of being tired, and tired of being late because it took me at least three trips back into the house to actually get everything in the car so that I could even leave to meet one of my commitments, and I am tired of time just getting away from me…

   There is an appointed time for everything.

And there is a time for every event under heaven—

Ecclesiastes 3:1

God assures us that we have plenty of time for everything that He has purposed and for every event under heaven… If He said it I believe it so I guess I better get a little more serious and purposeful about this time thing.

*** I received this product from Eternal Encouragement for an honest review.

 

 

 

Names of God: Huios

 

Homeschool Co-op has begun again… 🙂

My girls love co-op. And well so do I. With the beginning of co-op also comes chapel. This year in chapel I have chosen to continue the Names of God series.

 

Let them praise the name of the Lord,
For His name alone is exalted;
His glory is above earth and heaven.

Psalm 148:13

 

It is the names of God that represent His identity. He has given us His names that we might know Him. This year in chapel our focus will be on the names of Christ.

 

And there is salvation in no one else;

for there is no other name under heaven

that has been given among men by which we must be saved.

Acts 4:12

 

Knowing who Jesus is and who we profess Him to be His crucial…

 

Now when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi,

He was asking His disciples, “Who do people say that the Son of Man is?” 

And they said, “Some say John the Baptist; and others, Elijah;

but still others, Jeremiah, or one of the prophets.” 

He said to them, “But who do you say that I am?” 

Simon Peter answered, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” 

And Jesus said to him, “Blessed are you, Simon Barjona,

because flesh and blood did not reveal this to you,

but My Father who is in heaven. 

I also say to you that you are Peter,

and upon this rock I will build My church;

and the gates of Hades will not overpower it.

Matthew 16:13-18

 

So our focus this season will be to get to know our Savior a little more and a little deeper.

The name of Christ that we will look at first is Huios… this name is Greek for Son.

Knowing and believing that Jesus is indeed the Huios of God is huge. As we read in Matthew 16 we see that knowing this and believing this and confessing this only comes through the revelation of God Himself. You just don’t “come up” with this truth. Not only that, it is upon this truth that the Church of God stands and not even the gates of hell will prevail against this very confession.

Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the Living God.

Here’s the kicker.

Jesus did not become the Son when He was conceived in Mary’s womb.

And behold, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son,

and you shall name Him Jesus

Luke 1:31

The word conceive in Luke 1:31 is sullambano and it comes from the word lambano and it means to take up a thing to be carried, to take upon one’s self, to take possession of, to receive what is offered, to receive a person, to give him access to one’s self.

In Galatians 4:4 we read

 But when the fullness of the time came,

God sent forth His Son, 

born of a woman, born under the Law,  

You see the Son was sent…

Jesus did not become the Son of God in Mary’s womb, He always was the Son of God and Mary simply received Him and carried Him. He left the glory of heaven and became the prisoner of Mary’s womb in order to become the prisoner of this flesh of ours in order to set not just Himself free but all who would believe and receive Him unto themselves… this Christ, this Huios of the Living God.

  By this the love of God was manifested in us,

that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world

so that we might live through Him. 

In this is love, not that we loved God,

but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins.

1 John 4:9-10

I shared in Chapel about how when I read in the Old Testament all the focus on the firstborn son I always wondered what the big deal was. Why such focus on this firstborn son? I mean over and over it again the scriptures would talk about how the life and strength and dignity and power of a man was in His firstborn son… and then it hit me… it should have done so long ago… but I think God gets parental joy by giving us gifts of His revealed truth in spurts just so He can see us smile at His greatness and the simple fact that in His awesomeness He still has such amazing love for us…

You see everything has always pointed to Christ, to the Son.

God wants us to see that His power, His life, His strength, His dignity, His might, His authority is in His Son. It always was and it always will be…

   For by Him all things were created, both in the heavens and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities—all things have been created through Him and for Him. He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together. He is also head of the body, the church; and He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything. For it was the Father’s good pleasure for all the fullness to dwell in Him, and through Him to reconcile all things to Himself, having made peace through the blood of His cross; through Him, I say, whether things on earth or things in heaven. 

Colossians 1:16-20

 

 

So precious one… the question is who do you say that He is?

 

SHEPHERD’S HEART

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No Pain No Gain

Behold this was the guilt of your sister Sodom:

she and her daughters had arrogance,

abundant food and careless ease,

but she did not help the poor and needy.

Ezekiel 16:49

Our new house has a garbage disposal. It is the first one I have had since I lived in an apartment for a little over a year almost 15 years ago. As I stood there at the sink washing dishes I looked down at this disposal and grief overtook me.

How on earth did we get to the point of such abundance that someone thought of a way to make a product that’s sole purpose was to aid us in the chore of the disposal of left-over food by grinding it up to the point that we could wash it down the drain? And it was a sought out invention to be commonly found in many American homes… even cheap run-down apartments.

As I have studied through Ezekiel and God’s message to His people… and as I have looked at our American church and at my own life it is the same message we need to hear and heed today.

The sin of Sodom was not homosexuality… it was arrogance, abundant food, and careless ease… these three led to the perversions and sexual sin of city.

Have you ever wondered why God sent Adam and Eve out to toil and eat by the sweat of his face?

Could it possibly be that this was a gift and not a punishment?

Could it possibly be that this was mercy, grace, and direction and not part of the curse?

The business of Adam was to care for the ground, to cultivate it, and to go forth and multiply… obviously Adam and Eve were not hard at work cultivating or multiplying or they would have been to “occupied” to have time for the deception of that serpent of old.

When man is busy about his Father’s business… living in purposeful obedience he doesn’t have time for lies.

However with careless ease, no worries of provision, in plenty… well man gets cocky, arrogant, and lazy. Man gets idle. Man thinks he no longer has to listen to guidance… man gets wide open for lies. How many lies of the serpent do we in the American church listen to daily sitting on our couches in our Christian homes watching a talking box?

How arrogant have we become…

How many professing believers think they “don’t have to go to church”?

How many think they don’t have to “obey the Word”?

How many think they don’t have to “give when someone needs”?

How many think they don’t “have to go work cause someone else will send them a check”?

Arrogance, abundance, and careless ease… the worst part of arrogance is pride and ungratefulness. The worst part of abundance is laziness and losing the sight of the need of others. The worst part of careless ease… I have never known careless ease not to lead to sexual sin in some form or fashion… I have never known sexual sin not to lead to the destruction of a heart, a soul, a marriage, a life…

Look at Sodom… look at Judah… look at Samson… look at David… look at Solomon… look at Herod… look at our nation… look at the church… look at yourself.

In Atlanta alone 129 girls are raped 10 to 15 times a day and on Thursday through Saturday every 54 seconds a girl is raped through forced prostitution. Atlanta is also one of the top 3 cities in the United States for child prostitution… and a couple of weekends ago Atlanta was packed full of believers who had the money and time to show up for Nascar, college football, concerts, etc… but how many times has Atlanta been stormed with believers who are choosing to use their time and money to rescue?

I have attended the Passion conference several times with our college students and every time we go we donate to the Do Something Now fundraisers they hold for many different ministries… and we always pat ourselves on the back and feel so good about ourselves because we “did” something… but then we walk away and are not doing anything but getting back to our daily mundane complaints of woe is me because my current careless ease, abundance, and arrogance is only enough to keep me from feeling guilty about my lack of “doing something” all the time so I need more abundance, more careless ease, and more arrogance so that I don’t even have enough consideration outside myself to have to address this oh so not comfortable feeling of guilt…

So are you busy about your Father’s business?

Are you cultivating the ground of His grace?

Are you working the soil of the hearts around you?

Are you going forth and multiplying the kingdom?

Are you spreading the Seed of the Father over the face of this earth?

Therefore be careful how you walk,

not as unwise men but as wise, 

making the most of your time,

because the days are evil.

 So then do not be foolish,

but understand what the will of the Lord is.

Ephesians 5:15-17

So perhaps the cultivating the ground by the sweat of his face… perhaps the pain in childbirth… perhaps the thorn and the thistles were  all for the salvation of Adam and Eve and not their demise… perhaps it was to keep them looking up to their Father seeking His face and holding on to the hope of His eternal life instead of sitting at ease in their sin listening to the serpent’s lies all the way to eternal death…

No pain no gain.

That truth has never changed…

Mount AT&T

 

And it’s my “most recent failure” post …

At&t is not my friend.

We are actually arch enemies… or maybe frenemies since I am still bound to them through a cellular contract. They have been the thorn in my side, the tormentor of my flesh, the instigator of my fury, the object of my wrath for the past several years and it began it’s climax in March of this year…

I rejoiced the day I cancelled our internet service with them… I thought it was over.

Ummmm no.

After our move I discovered three modems that they had neglected to send me return labels in order to ship their equipment back to them. I wanted to just trash them and wash my hands of them. However after several warnings from family and friend about their come out of nowhere and charge you eventually for them, I called the demons from hell once again…

And I got put on hold.

And I got transferred.

And I got hung up on… three times.

The heat rose in my face and the wrath of the red head was inflamed and unleashed upon this poor answerer of the phone.

Finally an address label was to be sent to our home so that I could return their stuff and be done with the att internet services forever.

And it never came…

We went to the beach… had a wonderful time… I was refreshed, refocused, and ready… right?

Right up until the time we checked the mail when we got back and saw the wonderful little postcard from AT&T threatening to charge us for the unreturned modems that they never sent a label for…

URRRRGGGGG!

The eye twitch began, my head spun around six times,  and green gunk shot out of my mouth as the fury of my tongue lashed the supervisor that I demanded to speak to… and the fury escalated as these people are required by the AT&T policy to start at the beginning of the story every time… really???

Let’s see how mad you can get me while you got me. Is that not what these “files” and “this call is being recorded” are for? (and I use “mad” on purpose because I am sure I was like rabid b***h as I barked and growled my last year of complaints into the ear of this poor man who is just trying to provide for his family).

Why yes…

I am refreshed, refocused, and ready…

Ready for anything but AT&T.

So this “supervisor” sets me up with UPS to go and give them a code number and they will take it from there. So I get my code and head out Monday afternoon a little before 4pm in the pouring rain to deliver these modems to the UPS store to have them shipped out of my life forever in between my mad rush from duties at homeschool co-op (that I left unfinished due to lack of time) and getting my youngest to violin practice by 5pm (that we ended up never making it to).

I have to call my AT&T directory to locate the UPS store as I am driving because it’s not where I thought it was and of course who can get to live person who can help you anymore??? Finally after 15 minutes of press 1, I get a living breathing live person who sends me to the UPS store at our local Staples… that I passed 5 miles back… and did I mention it was poring down rain and my gas tank was sucking air at this time?

So I turn around.

Get to Staples.

Walk up to the UPS counter.

The young girl asks how she can help me. I begin to explain… and the minute I said AT&T gave me this code, she interrupts me and says she can’t help me. AT&T gives them problems and she won’t even let me finish my story and just waves me out with an shoulder shrugging sorry and hands me a card for a UPS store 30 minutes away that she said might work with AT&T.

Did I mention I was wet, rushed, out of gas, delivering something for Satan himself…???

By this time my kids have heard an earful of me yelling at automated recordings (like they can hear me right? my husband laughs and says “Nicole a recording can not detect sarcasm.” well  maybe not but it sure does make me feel better… and here I can be sarcastic and hateful and no one hears me… no one but my husband and kids… ugh) and now they are fixing to get to hear some more… cause guess who calls AT&T back while on my way to put $4.00 a gallon gas in my tank that was spent delivering unwanted AT&T equipment that they were supposed to send me labels to return.

By this time the edges of my red hair is singed as hot lava flesh pours out of my mouth dripping with demonic disdain… it’s happened I have been fully transformed into a hound from hell as I am once again put on hold waiting for the “supervisor”…

The poor man on the other end keeps clicking over to apologize for the wait… I can hear the desperation in his voice as he really does not want to be on the phone with me… I manage to squeak out just enough of Jesus to assure this poor man that I do understand that he is not AT&T but I am beyond irate.

After another 5 minutes of hold and apologies for my wait…. I unleash on this man and inform him that the modems are going in the trash and threaten legal action against AT&T if they dare send me a bill… and I hang up.

I should feel better right?

I am refreshed, refocused, and ready…

Ready for another trip around Mount AT&T because I haven’t learned a thing.

So the next morning… the modems are still in the car, not in the trash.

I begin my study in Ezekiel 17 and dig into how God expects us to honor all covenants, all oaths, even those made with our oppressors. So I pour a page of confession and repentance into my spiral bound notebook and breathe… I am tired of marching around Mount AT&T… the view is not pretty for me and most definitely is not pretty for anyone else around me.

So yesterday afternoon the modems were delivered to the 30 minutes away UPS store… that also had issues with AT&T I might add… but was willing to work with me anyway.

Freedom feels good.

Repentance is right.

Obedience is not an option and delayed obedience is better than disobedience.

 

 “But what do you think?

A man had two sons, and he came to the first and said, ‘Son, go work today in the vineyard.’ And he answered, ‘I will not’; but afterward he regretted it and went. The man came to the second and said the same thing; and he answered, ‘I will, sir’; but he did not go. 

Which of the two did the will of his father?” 

They said, “The first.”

Jesus said to them, “Truly I say to you that the tax collectors and prostitutes will get into the kingdom of God before you. For John came to you in the way of righteousness and you did not believe him; but the tax collectors and prostitutes did believe him; and you, seeing this, did not even feel remorse afterward so as to believe him.

Matthew 21:28-32

 

If I had of trashed these ridiculous things… I would have still been bound to them. There would have been more calls, more on holds, more fleshly ick. I would be packing my bag for another trip around Mount AT&T and I am tired of the trip. Tired and ashamed that these poor faceless people on the other end of the phone will only know the name Nicole Vaughn as that crazy, mad, furious, faceless b***h on the other end of the line.

Cease from anger and forsake wrath;
Do not fret; it leads only to evildoing.
For evildoers will be cut off,
But those who wait for the Lord, they will inherit the land.

Psalm 37:8-9

So AT&T phone answerers… where ever you are, who ever you are… from the depths of my soul I apologize to you and I thank you for enduring my wrath and fury on behalf of your employer with such mercy and grace… you were much more righteous than I in my self-justified anger. May God bless you for your patience and self-control… those very things I refused to use myself as I spewed my ugly flesh out all over you… again and again and again.

Refreshed

A day in Your courts is 
better than a thousand outside.
Psalm 84:10

If the pace and the push, the noise and the crowds are getting to you, it’s time to stop the nonsense and find a place of solace to refresh your spirit.

Deliberately say “no” more often. This will leave room for you to slow down, get alone, pour out your overburdened heart, and admit your desperate need for inner refreshment.

The good news is God will hear and He will help. The bad news is this: If you wait for someone else to bring about a change, things will only deteriorate.

All of us can testify, God does not speak to the hurried, worried mind. It takes time alone with Him and His Word before we can expect our spiritual strength to recover.

~ Swindoll

 

We are currently on the last morning of our family vacation. I was in a tizzy before we left because we really didn’t “have time” for this vacation. Our summer has been crazy and our schedule this month of September is remaining in the crazy…  We left the ground running when we hit the road headed to the beach and we will hit the ground running as soon as we pull back into our garage. That is where our family is at the moment… but this week we have stopped and we have rested and played and just enjoyed the stillness.

I have spent my early mornings this week here…

while the rest of the bunch slept in, me and my God have had our one on one time and it has been sweet…

It has been sweet because I have been still enough to hear Him through out the day. I have felt his whisper in my soul as He would share a new truth with me just because He wanted to…

As I sat there yesterday morning and watched the sun come up

 

I thought how nice it would be to sit here every morning and experience this stillness…

aahhh yes retire at the beach… every morning quiet time here looking out over the beach while I have my coffee and poptart

then take my study time on out to the beach, get hungry and go eat, and go back to the beach for more study, and go eat again, and go for an evening walk on the beach and sing my praises to my LORD… perfect right?

Perfect until I remember that I have just ignored all that God has called me as a believer to do.

How could I face my LORD when I stand before Him and say that I spent my last years of life walking the beach…

My prayer journal entry yesterday morning:

I can feel the temptation to come here and retire and just sit and talk with You and watch and listen to the waves. Yes, the temptation to say I have worked hard and lived full and now I shall rest and wait to die. I will spend each morning, noon, and night praising You for Your glory just as I am now… and I will completely ignore the billions of people around the world who need You and the Gospel of Christ. Oh Father that’s not how I want to leave this world. I want to go out in the heat of battle. I want to die a soldier delivering the gospel with my very last breath. A warrior for the Lord that the world was not worthy of…

It was here that my mind asked the question, Is it sin to covet heavenly treasures?

Because I do… I want heavenly treasures. I want to leave this world empty handed and discover my heavenly home full. I want to present my LORD gifts for His temple of the grandest kind… because He is worthy. I don’t want to leave this world full and stand before my LORD empty, just barely skirting in, having received all my worth on earth. I covet the heavenly treasures… I long to earn those treasures… not my salvation, I know I could never earn that, but I want to be worthy of the treasures that await me in heaven.

I thought how God? How in this place of such prosperity shall I be one of whom this world is not worthy? I do not know poverty, nor martyrdom, nor do I suffer lack of knowledge of Your Word due to government restrictions. My greatest battle is the battle to not conform, to not be caught up in the perversions of this world and choose sin over You… but even then no one will kill me if I choose sin. They will still welcome me in the church and in their homes.

It was here that God took me to Daniel.

Although I really can’t compare to Daniel. I haven’t been taken as youth from from my home and moved to a foreign country to serve a godless king… but the comparison comes in how Daniel served God faithfully in the midst of prosperity. Even when the king lavished riches and power on him he did not change. He remained a man of integrity, a man of high esteem, a man of faith, a man who was righteous. The money and power and position and fame did not make Daniel conform to the world around him.

Perhaps that was Satan’s hope…

Perhaps Satan thought I will make his name great in the land and the power will go to his head and he will fall… and possibly when that didn’t work he raised up jealousy in others to lead to his murder… but even in the face of death and lies and set-ups Daniel would not change who he was before God and God delivered him every time.

Daniel was the first book of the Bible I ever studied inductively. I began it a month after I was saved. I don’t believe that was a coincidence… It was divine planning and purpose.

I live in prosperity. I am not poor. I have a beautiful family and a beautiful home and a wonderful church. I sit under some of the most godly people I have ever known. My circle of friends are people who truly seek the LORD and dig into His Word for truth and direction. I come from a long line of believers… My life is not threatened. My beliefs are not mocked. I have been given the opportunity to feed  not just my kids the Word but at least forty to fifty others from birth to 11yrs old every Sunday morning…

I have absolutely nothing to complain about…

This I am reminded of now as I right this out… I am blessed. This is where God has put me. This is where I shall serve Him as a warrior. I may never die in battle in this land where I live… but these little ones I feed may face the battle fields. I know not what missionaries God has set before me. I know not what future political leaders, teachers, pastors, moms, dads, etc sit before me each Sunday morning… but I do know that if the Lord calls them to salvation and they say, yes LORD I will follow You, they will be soldiers and as the days grow more and more evil the battle ahead will intensify.

This is the gift that God has given me.

To prepare them for battle.

I will not supply them with rubber bullets and plastic swords… but I will give them the double-edged sword of the Word of God. I will teach them how to keep it sharp and ready as a good soldier should.

Let the high praises of God be in their mouth,

and a two-edged sword in their hand.

Psalm 149:6

So I am going home.

I am going refreshed.

I am going refocused.

I am going ready to be about my Father’s business… whatever business He has called me too and I will do it to the best of my ability according to the power of His might and Spirit that works within me.

 

Don’t Waste Your Life – John Piper from sharethemessage on GodTube.

Glory To God

 

I penned this poem this morning during my one on one time with my LORD…

 

Glory To God 

Glory to God

Glory to God

Glory to God forever…

Glory to the One who commands the waves

Glory to the One who commands the sun’s rays

Glory to the One who hangs every star

Eye has not seen and ear has not heard

The true strength and power in just one breathed Word

By the Word of Thy mouth the heavens were formed

By the Word of Thy mouth the universe Thou adorned

Man in His smallness thinks he’s so grand

Even denying his greatness is only because he was formed by Thy hand

In Thine Own image Thou chose us to create

Setting us in the midst of perfection to enjoy Thy display

The beauty of that garden…

The glow of that sky…

The nearness of Thy presence…

With no sin to divide

My heart cries out for that glorious day

When God and man no sin  does separate

To see Thee in Thy glory

Mighty on Thy throne

Beholding Thy majesty…

Knowing I am home

The colors of this sky whose beauty takes my breath

Will not compare to the brilliance of my heavenly rest

The song of the waves as they crash upon the shore

Are just a sweet foreshadowing of the thunder of Thy voice

Oh for the day that upon my face I fall

Oh for the day when I learn my part in Thy song

That heavenly chorus that cries Holy Holy Holy

Worthy is the Lamb

Holy Holy Holy

Thou art the Great I AM

The One who was and is and is to come

I long my Lord for the day Thy bride is called home

To live is Christ

To die is gain

Shake off this tent of corruptible flesh

Stand pure and blameless clothed only in Thy righteousness

Glory to God

Glory to God

Glory to God forever

Thankful For That Hound of Heaven

 

Every time that I become judgmental of another (which is often) it is because I’ve forgotten that divine mercy rescued me and am choosing to trust in my own merit.

~ Jeremy McCoy

 

If you follow my blog you know well the season I have been in… the season of judgment as I study the judgments of God on those who profess His name yet dishonored it in Ezekiel and those who refuse His name no matter how often He cries out to them in Revelation… It has been a heavy hearted season.

How thankful I am that God does not keep me there long… I believe I would drown in the sorrow of it all and sink under the burden of only seeing the sin we so often choose over obedience to the law of God.

My God always brings me up out of this season as He lovingly reminds me of His sovereignty.

I read Jeremy’s quote on Facebook and this was my response:

God has to often remind me how far and how long I strayed and how many times He reached out to me to pull me in by His grace before I realized how tightly His anchor could hold me…

After I had this moment I watched a recorded speaking engagement of Ravi Zacharias and during the question answer time he was asked how he came to know Christ in such a non-Christian culture… He shared how he had no Christian friends, was surrounded by either Muslim teaching or Hindu teaching, he personally lived as an atheist… but his grandmother was a believer and his parents “nominal” Christians.

He shared how he could not remember one sermon… because he attended just long enough to please his parents and then he was out the door.

He shared how he had no concern for his studies and he shared how in India the pressure to succeed in school was very strong and you were shamed if you did not perform well. He shared how through his apathy to his studies had led to grades that would bring shame on his father and family and his father told him as much… and he shared how this led to an attempted suicide.

He shared how he was laying in the bed and a Bible was brought to his room and he shared how It was the presence of God seeking him and he shared how he remembered a song from his childhood that was sung at his grandmother’s funeral when he was nine years old, “Abide With Me”… he remembered the melody and a few lines. Then he remembered the word of Christ, the Word of God, “Because I live… you also shall live“.

He said that at that moment he said, Jesus if You are who You say You are then save me and I will spend the rest of my life seeking Your truth…  

He shared how his parents came to know Christ and when his mother died he asked for the verse “Because I live you also shall live” (John 14:19) to be put on her headstone. Then he shared how as a grown married man he and his wife were in India and they decided to go find his grandmother’s headstone… when they found it they read there below his grandmother’s name and date of birth and death the verse “Because I live you also shall live” (John 14:19).

His conclusion to the questioner on how he came to know Christ was that God tracked him like a hound of heaven…

It was through the Word of God and a through a life of total failure that the two met and the Word of God triumphed over me and I met Christ

~ Ravi Zacharias

The Word of God triumphs always… He is sovereign. I can find no greater peace than the assurance of the sovereignty of my God. It is the sovereignty of God that knows our hearts. He knows our hearts just as He knew the heart of Peter…

Jesus knew Peter to the core. He knew Peter would fall, but He prayed for him that he would not remain fallen. Jesus loved Peter—even at his point of deepest weakness.

~ Chuck Swindoll

(Luke 22:31-34)

It is here where mercy triumphs over judgment. It is here where my soul can find rest when my fears of a watching a loved one falling severely into sin can so grip me. It is here where I can in love tell someone that what they are doing is sin against God and sin against heaven. It is here that I can show them kindness without watering down the truth. It is here that I can let go and let God.

 

 

It is here in the sovereignty of my God, that Hound of Heaven, that One whose Word always triumphs… here where grace and mercy and judgment meet… it is here alone that I can find peace. Here alone that I can lay aside judgment and leave it to the only One who has all the needed evidence to judge.

It is here alone that I can make the hard decisions in obedience to the Word trusting in the Word.

It is here where I can let the Peter’s in my life deny their Christ… without the sheer fear of their coming consequences overtaking me with sorrow…

Remembering how strongly those cords of love drew me into His embrace…

Remembering how that Hound of Heaven tracked me down as well…

Remembering how only God’s divine mercy can rescue any soul…

Remembering that my Sovereign Savior said:

 To him the doorkeeper opens, and the sheep hear his voice,

and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. 

When he puts forth all his own, he goes ahead of them,

and the sheep follow him because they know his voice. 

A stranger they simply will not follow,

but will flee from him,

because they do not know the voice of strangers.

John 10:3-5

and

This is the will of Him who sent Me,

that of all that He has given Me

I lose nothing,

but raise it up on the last day.

John 6:39

So I proclaim.

I prepare the soil.

I plant.

I pray…

I feed the Word to all who will hear it or read it.

I will shove it down your throats as often as I see an opportunity.

I will not water down the truth of the judgment of God on sin, but at the same time I will not withhold His mercy, kindness, love, and grace in my own weak and sad attempt to force repentance.

Repentance and Salvation and Obedience can only come as a response to the conviction and call of the Holy Spirit of God. The power of salvation is in the gospel not me… I am to abide in Him and as I abide in Him and His Word abides in me… I pray and I trust that when He says “ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you(John 15:7), He means it.

 

 

So I am thankful for that Hound of Heaven and I am thankful that God takes me through those seasons of judgment and I am thankful that He pulls me through them by reminding me of His sovereignty…

Tis the Season

 

I have spent today wondering if I might be losing readers from my recent posts. This season that I am in is a season of urgency and desperation for the souls of many I hold close to my heart. As I read through the pages of Ezekiel and Revelation and as I see the hardness of the hearts of those mentioned in the Scriptures and I see how they so clearly are the picture of the hearts of so many I see today my chest tightens.

As I sat here and stared at the keys on my laptop and wondered if I should post a blog about some recent failure of mine, I have many… a time of being a horrible wife or mother or friend or sister or daughter… I could share how I just pouted on the phone with my husband as an Alabama football game is now determining when we leave the beach… or I could share about how I know my oldest gets her sarcastic mouth towards her little sister from her sarcastic mother… but then I read

thoughts from fabs

and I remember that I am not after readers… I am after disciples. True disciples.

I don’t write to entertain you… I could. I am sure that I could go back to my earlier unregenerate days and I could go back to those books I began that were filled with flesh and lust and desires that lead only to death… I could right my own shades of grey and consume hours of your life and brain with useless thoughts… but I can’t go back.

I fight to go forward.

I persevere to press on.

I want it to be well with my soul.

I am in a season where I am looking for His return. I always search the skies for my Knight in shining armor. I listen for His upward call daily… straining my ears hoping to hear that trumpet sound. I don’t ever want to live again in that place where the thought of my Love calling me home brought fear and dread to my soul… I like longing for Him much better than running from Him.

I want my life to make you hungry for Him…

I am one of the weird ones who actually believes that when He says  

Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? 

Do not be deceived;

neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor the covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor swindlers, will inherit the kingdom of God.

1 Corinthians 6:8-10 

and

Now the deeds of the flesh are evident, which are:

 immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmities, strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, disputes, dissensions,factions, envying, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these,

of which I forewarn you, just as I have forewarned you,

that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.

Galatians 5:19-21

that He means it. If I am to believe that He speaks the truth about forgiveness and grace and His promise of salvation and eternity with Him then I have to also believe that He speaks truth about those He will refuse to allow in His kingdom. If my lifestyle, the choices I make daily, fall into one of the above categories… then how can I believe that I have the kingdom of God at hand?

I want to die well. I want to leave this earth ready. I don’t want my last breath to be breathed while in the midst of openly practicing any of the above things and just leave all those behind me hoping that maybe I might have slipped into heaven on that confession I made some years ago. I want to leave no doubt as to where I am in my last breath on this earth.

I want there to be no doubt that I am as my girls say “a Jesus Freak”.

I don’t want to be one of those who picks and chooses what parts of Jesus I want… I want all of HIM.

Believe me, I have not yet obtained it…

Believe me, I have struggled and wrestled, and begged, and pleaded, and fought, and stumbled, and slipped, and cried, and screamed, and wished for death just to ease the pain of having to choose faith… but I have never returned to my vomit… even when the opportunity and temptation and excuse was there. And please know that it was not in my own will, nor my own strength, but only my love for HIM that kept me.

Oh how I love Him.

You see I have tasted Him. I have beheld His glory. I have experienced His grace and truth. He has come and dwelt among me and within me… I like Him. I want to keep Him close. My eternity began with Him on December 9th 2001. We became one flesh. He in me and I in Him, His Spirit within me, and He hid me in His Father. He has hid me in the safety of His Father’s arms and has asked me to wait for Him and has promised me that He would come for me. He has gone to prepare a place for me in our new home. I am betrothed to Him, the seal of His Spirit encircles my heart as sure as this band of gold given to me by my earthly husband encircles the finger of my left hand… and the marriage day with my Heavenly Groom is coming. While I wait I keep myself ready. Anticipating the return of my Love, listening for the call, washing myself daily in His Word so that I might be presented to Him blameless and pure without spot or blemish.

Oh how I want you to love Him… more than anything else in this world I want you to love Him. I want you to hunger for Him. I want you to desire Him with all that is within you. I want your every breathe to bear His name on the sound of your exhale. I want your soul to physically crave to be united with Him in holy covenant. Your spirit testifying with His Spirit that you are one with Him. Oh how I want you to love Him… to really love Him.

So I am in a season of focusing on eternity… with eternity comes judgment.

And inasmuch as it is appointed for men to die once and after this comes judgment,

Hebrews 9:27

Yes a season of grace is much more pleasant than a season of judgment… and I know that I will return to that season again… but we are approaching the Fall here in the South… the days when the green turns to brown and the leaves fall from the trees and they stand naked before all the world…

For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword,

and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow,

and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. 

And there is no creature hidden from His sight,

but all things are open and laid bare to the eyes of Him with whom we have to do.

Hebrews 4:12-13

So the confession of this christian housewife today is that I need confession and repentance and communion and redemption… I need always to be able to stand naked, bare, open, without the leaves… before my King. Trusting in His love for me enough to say NO to all the other things that fight for the affections that belong only to Him. For what God has joined together… let no one or no thing separate.