>Instruments of Your Grace

>Revive us O Lord…
Wake us up from our slumber.
Let us not be content in our comfort.
Nor be consumed with the pleasures of this world.
Let us spend less on entertainment and more on eternal attainment.
Let us see past our own noses into the depth of the eyes of others… Let us be willing to step into their hurts and see past their defences and introduce them to Jehovah-rapha, the LORD our Healer…  Let us be willing to stop and listen… Let us be purposeful to smile through even our own pain and bad days and not take our own frustrations out on others…
Let us, O LORD, be instruments of Your grace.

Revive us O Lord.
Teach us in Your ways.
Let us not continue to wander in our wilderness…
Nor grumble and complain.
Let us be renewed in our commitments and focused on Your face.
Let us see past our own selfish desires and submit our hearts unto Your lead… Let us be willing to die to ourselves and take up our own cross.
Let us follow You alone and not the ideas and philosophies and traditions of man… Let us be reminded of our blessing of the forgiveness of our sin and let us be willing to forgive as we have been forgiven…
Let us, O LORD, be instruments of Your grace

Revive us O Lord…
Let us, O LORD, be instruments of Your grace

>Affluence vs Affliction

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“But the more they afflicted them,
the more they multiplied
 and the more they spread out,”
Exodus 1:12
 
There is this amazing thing about the people of God, we grow in and through persecution. We may not like to admit it, we may not enjoy being in the midst of it, yet when we look back we cannot deny it.
 
Acts 8:1-8 tells us of the beginning of a great persecution against the church. This persecution began with the intentions of destroying and ending the message of the church, which was and is the gospel of God, salvation by faith in Jesus Christ. Once again the words of Joseph should ring in our ears, “you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good…”(Genesis 50:20).
 
This new king who arose in Egypt persecuted the children of Israel in hope of destroying them, overpowering them, controlling them, but the more he afflicted them the more God blessed them. This truth is just not for us as a whole, but it also pertains to each of us individually. The old saying that “it is in the valley that we grow”
 
When do you spend the most time in prayer? Is it when life is good or is it when life is not so good? I think quite possibly Satan might have finally figured something out here in these last days. After all these years of trying to destroy the gospel of God and those who carry and spread the Way of salvation through persecution I think quite possibly the serpent of old has realized that affluence works much better than affliction.
 
I think he has realized if he can keep us appeased and happy, enraptured with the pleasures of the flesh, not wanting for any necessity of life, surrounded with comfort and entertainment, then he can control us.
 
I believe he finally has figured out that pain just causes us to look up and out for our one, true, living God, but it is pleasure that keeps us focused on ourselves and leaves us desiring to be our own god. Can you see this being played out in our world today? Can you see it being played out in your own heart? Oh precious one do not be deceived!
 
But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come .
For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money,
boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents,
ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips,
without self control, brutal, haters of good,
treacherous, reckless, conceited,
lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God,
holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power;
Avoid such men as these.
 2 Timothy 3:1-4
 
Oh Father,
 
Help me to not fall prey to the enemy’s schemes. Oh Father keep my eyes opened and my ears attentive to Your Holy Spirit. Help me oh God to pay close attention to You and Your Word. My Jesus help me to keep my eyes focused on You and the glory of Your kingdom. Let me not get caught up in the pleasures of this world. Forgive me, my God, for when I have lost focus and gotten caught up in building my own kingdom instead of Yours. Help me to lay aside every encumbrance and sin that so easily entangles me (Hebrews 12:1). Oh Father, might my heart see affluence as affliction and may the disease of apathy stay far from me. Oh Father, help me to remember that I lay not my treasures up on this earth where moth and rust destroy but my treasure is You. My treasure is Jesus Christ. My treasure is the crown that I will lay at my Saviors feet when face to face we finally meet!
 
My Jesus it is in Your name I pray,
Amen
 

>Fast Accountability (2)

>It is 7:40pm and I have been successful in my fast today as in the not caving part… However, I still ponder the point of the fast… and why God has called me to it.

I am at the point now where I am having to fight little irritations that normally would not bother me. In all honesty I know I am far from starving. But at the same time I know that I could easily open the refrigerator door and consume every leftover that I know is in there.

So it seems that what God is teaching me is self-control and patience. Sometimes and opportunity is right there, easy and ready for the taking. But maybe I shouldn’t dive into old leftovers when quite possibly my God has something new and fresh for me if I will just be patient and wait on Him. Maybe what God is teaching me with this fast is the crucifixion of my flesh. Maybe He is simply strengthening me in my prayer to be kind and to love and to respond with grace. I still am not sure if the fast is over… or if it continues into tomorrow… my God will let me know.

I still am searching and seeking His face as I wait on answers to questions that have entered my head and heart during this day of fasting. Questions that pertain to future opportunities and directions of ministry. Life is about to kick back into full gear and the full gear comes with new studies, new speaking engagements, and new ministry opportunities. It comes with decisions regarding our home and family. I must trust God to open doors and close them and not barge through demanding my way… when it might not be His plan at all. 

I have stopped to write this post and my girls have interrupted me at least three times each… once to describe the jelly on their sandwhich, once to ask me if I knew that their pj’s were fireproof, once to ask if I would play a game, and etc… so I am saying goodnight to the blog and am heading into the living room to participate in a hardcore game of Phase 10 played our way before I send my youngens off to bed and then pour my eyes over and over the wisdom of the Word of my God.